
His first time had been in Cambridge and had been a long time coming. Jin had endured four years of Brian Carrs and Z.J Maloneys at Pooleville high school, too terrified by the gnarled grapevine of teenage affinities to reach out to the dark-clothed girls in whom he might have confided. It wasn’t until Jin was at Longy, far enough away from his mother’s suspicious clucks and the burgeoning soil bed of his sister’s superiority that he felt comfortable enough to stop lying. Not that he “came out”, by any means, he just put an end to the elaborate fibs that got him through so many Sadie Hawkins dances in high school.
The boy’s name was Sascha, and he was a trumpet player. He played in a jazz band called the Devlin 5, although there were only four of them. For a trumpet player, he’d been a terrible kisser. Slobbery and tepid, he had an irritating habit of sucking in his cheeks while he was being pleasured, which made him look like a particularly alert bird.





